My heart broke again .... and the torn always inside my heart

Down..... my feeling down again..... why i been born in this way ...... i damn hate my life now.... hopeful can die and reborn agn ..... sometimes i really wish can kill myself...... but that always been painful that alway follow me...... just let me die now......

but i dun know what wrong with me......
i think no 1 ever understand my feeling...
everything i have done.... will u ever say thx u ....
coz i dun wan the way u treat me back like this.....
coz i am who i am....
i oledi try my best to make u all happy....
So pls leave me alone better than hurt me.....

i just hope that i will never choose this road.....
i really hope can turn back and back to past so that i will never face all this....
i hate sadness..... i hate my self now....... pls give me some strength to face all....
I am really sorry what i have done....

More than i can say ... just only me can feel it....

Meaningless Life....

我根本一点都不想过这样的生活!!!
一点意思都没有 !!!
每天的生活就是那么的无聊....

Sometimes i lying at my room, and the room was dark
i wonder where are u all tonight , when i need u at most
no answer at the phone , and the night goes by so very slow
Ohh... i really hope that it won't end though alone...

Till now i alway go by on my own
before this i never think that U is so important
and now it chills me to the bone ... so painful
how do i get been alone... how i can find someone to beside me

You don't know how long i have waiting for U ...
someone who can care and share happiness with me...
Where are you ??? i no wan alone in this world ....

Holiday ^^

Home sweet home....
this morning just reach my home
^^ Yeah....
bye bye college ... bye bye friend ....
HOLIDAY HERE I COME !!! HAppY Holiday All..... ^^

Thinking too much ..... MaYbe >.<"

Yesterday when i go MidValley .... go there watch movie ..... but after watch it .... dun knw why my mind just keep on thinking .... after bored of walk walk at there .... so i take a rest and watch people at Mid Valley.... suddenly i start thinking of myself... i keep asking my self " Am I alone in this World " .... i just dun knw why i can become so emo at that time... maybe because i watch most of ppl in midvalley with their friend look very happy and have fun together ... But me.... i jusr keep asking myself Do i have friend that close to me ... so i try name some of them.... at last i cano name of 1 person..... OMg... at that time i really really sad , i try holding myself from cry coz at there really got many ppl if no i will make malu only XD..... Why i become so emo ... why i feel that i was alone in this world ... i dun knw why .... i just keep think of it and it really painful .... just now when i write this , my tear come out... Please give me some happiness .... i really need 1 .... by WeN......

My changer handphone is broken ..... Haizzzzzzzzzz

Just now happen , i dun knw what cause it ... but why it happen now.... haizzzzzzzzzz..... maybe later need go out to buy new 1 ...

Yeah ...... now at home le

Hahaha ... holiday for a week ^^ song ..... later need go PBS for a week .... haizzzz scare of it la.... first time go to school dun knw wat will happen la.... hahaha.... but i excite to go the school coz can learn and train ourself hehehe....

Today day very hot la.... feel pening pening de... haizzz also fell ill le... hope today can rain la... then my suffer can reduce a bit XD......

P/S : i enjoy my holiday ^^

Alice in Wonderland ^^

yesterday 3.30 pm i watch Alice in Wonderland with my friend in 3D .... wooo the effect very very nice....

This story is about

Alice in Wonderland is a 2010 fantasy adventure film directed by Tim Burton, written by Linda Woolverton, and stars Mia Wasikowska, Johnny Depp, Helena Bonham Carter, Anne Hathaway, Crispin Glover, Michael Sheen and Stephen Fry. It is an extension of the Lewis Carroll novels Alice's Adventures in Wonderland and Through the Looking-Glass. The film uses a technique of combining live action and animation.
In the film, Alice is now 19 years old and accidentally returns to Underland, a place she previously visited 12 years ago. She is told that she is the only one that can slay the Jabberwocky, a dragon controlled by the Red Queen. Burton said the original Wonderland story was always about a girl wandering around from one character to another and he never felt a connection emotionally, so he wanted to make it feel more like a story than a series of events. He doesn't see this as a sequel to previous films or a re-imagining. It premiered in London at the Odeon Leicester Square on February 25, 2010. It was released in Australia on March 4, 2010 and the United States and the United Kingdom on March 5, 2010 through Walt Disney Pictures in 3-D and IMAX 3-D, as well as in regular theaters.

Plot

Alice Kingsley, now 19, attends a party at a Victorian estate shortly after the death of her beloved father. Alice spots a white rabbit wearing a waistcoat and pocket watch. In shock and confusion, she runs off into a maze and follows the White Rabbit through it. She eventually tumbles down a rabbit hole into Underland, more commonly referred to as "Wonderland" by its inhabitants. She had visited this place 10 years earlier, but had entirely forgotten about it. She is also told that she is the only one who can slay the Jabberwocky, the dragon who terrorizes the inhabitants of Wonderland under the rule of the Red Queen.

Yeah ^^ STPM result out today ....

today all my friend get their result of STPM .... some of them get very nice result.... i feel very happy for them ^^ hahaha.... i hope u all can come to my college n study with me hehehe..... or u also can go to UM so we can alway meet de ..... anyway All the best for u all^^ love u all ......

Cry On My Shoulder
If the hero, never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home
You can rum away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

Sry T.T

I am sorry because oledi long time no update my bloG.... because quite buzy with study XD( lie ppl de) ...... hahaha.... maybe read too much book le..... ( facebook lol ) ..... my mail is lordevil8@hotmail.com..... so pls add me ..... Most time i online in facebook for 20 hour de.... 4 hour only rest..... hahaha.... maybe crazy le.... XD........