Thinking too much ..... MaYbe >.<"

Yesterday when i go MidValley .... go there watch movie ..... but after watch it .... dun knw why my mind just keep on thinking .... after bored of walk walk at there .... so i take a rest and watch people at Mid Valley.... suddenly i start thinking of myself... i keep asking my self " Am I alone in this World " .... i just dun knw why i can become so emo at that time... maybe because i watch most of ppl in midvalley with their friend look very happy and have fun together ... But me.... i jusr keep asking myself Do i have friend that close to me ... so i try name some of them.... at last i cano name of 1 person..... OMg... at that time i really really sad , i try holding myself from cry coz at there really got many ppl if no i will make malu only XD..... Why i become so emo ... why i feel that i was alone in this world ... i dun knw why .... i just keep think of it and it really painful .... just now when i write this , my tear come out... Please give me some happiness .... i really need 1 .... by WeN......