My heart broke again .... and the torn always inside my heart

Down..... my feeling down again..... why i been born in this way ...... i damn hate my life now.... hopeful can die and reborn agn ..... sometimes i really wish can kill myself...... but that always been painful that alway follow me...... just let me die now......

but i dun know what wrong with me......
i think no 1 ever understand my feeling...
everything i have done.... will u ever say thx u ....
coz i dun wan the way u treat me back like this.....
coz i am who i am....
i oledi try my best to make u all happy....
So pls leave me alone better than hurt me.....

i just hope that i will never choose this road.....
i really hope can turn back and back to past so that i will never face all this....
i hate sadness..... i hate my self now....... pls give me some strength to face all....
I am really sorry what i have done....

More than i can say ... just only me can feel it....

Meaningless Life....

我根本一点都不想过这样的生活!!!
一点意思都没有 !!!
每天的生活就是那么的无聊....

Sometimes i lying at my room, and the room was dark
i wonder where are u all tonight , when i need u at most
no answer at the phone , and the night goes by so very slow
Ohh... i really hope that it won't end though alone...

Till now i alway go by on my own
before this i never think that U is so important
and now it chills me to the bone ... so painful
how do i get been alone... how i can find someone to beside me

You don't know how long i have waiting for U ...
someone who can care and share happiness with me...
Where are you ??? i no wan alone in this world ....

Holiday ^^

Home sweet home....
this morning just reach my home
^^ Yeah....
bye bye college ... bye bye friend ....
HOLIDAY HERE I COME !!! HAppY Holiday All..... ^^

Thinking too much ..... MaYbe >.<"

Yesterday when i go MidValley .... go there watch movie ..... but after watch it .... dun knw why my mind just keep on thinking .... after bored of walk walk at there .... so i take a rest and watch people at Mid Valley.... suddenly i start thinking of myself... i keep asking my self " Am I alone in this World " .... i just dun knw why i can become so emo at that time... maybe because i watch most of ppl in midvalley with their friend look very happy and have fun together ... But me.... i jusr keep asking myself Do i have friend that close to me ... so i try name some of them.... at last i cano name of 1 person..... OMg... at that time i really really sad , i try holding myself from cry coz at there really got many ppl if no i will make malu only XD..... Why i become so emo ... why i feel that i was alone in this world ... i dun knw why .... i just keep think of it and it really painful .... just now when i write this , my tear come out... Please give me some happiness .... i really need 1 .... by WeN......

My changer handphone is broken ..... Haizzzzzzzzzz

Just now happen , i dun knw what cause it ... but why it happen now.... haizzzzzzzzzz..... maybe later need go out to buy new 1 ...