hope u can know my feeling now T.T

From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring

My passions from a common spring.
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone.

Then  in my childhood, in the dawn
Of a most stormy life- was drawn
From every depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:

From the lightning in the sky
As it passed me flying by,
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
When the rest of Heaven was blue
Of a demon in my view.

i again alone in the dark night
crying in my loneliness
but my tears are in vain
my pain is all I have

My dreams turn to dust
heart filled with sadness
a soul burned to ashes
I've been ripped apart

Your emptiness chills me
but you cannot see it
within your dark eyes
I in invisible ligth

I've suffered long enough
but nothings all you give
I'm eager just to see you
then you only walk away

As another day goes by
I'm alone in a crown
nothing more to say
it's just the way it is

i am alone